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Ego Amo Te.

Journal Entry: Thu Nov 13, 2008, 8:12 PM
  • Mood: Tearful
  • Listening to: "Riot" by Three Days Grace
  • Reading: Seeress of Kell by David Eddings.
  • Watching: myself type.
  • Playing: Brain Age 2
  • Eating: nothing.
  • Drinking: nothing.
I haven't thought of them in a while now... and I haven't cried over them for over three months.... But just now... I was reading a journal from a friend, and it made me think of them...

God.... why did they have to go, I wonder? There was still so much they had to offer this world, still so much they could have done.
I miss them both so much it hurts. I wish I could see them again, just once.

Just to say how much I love them, and know they heard me. Just to say how sorry I am for not being there for them like I could have been. I could have been there for you, B. I could have tried to make it a little easier for you. But I wasn't. All I did was take, take, take, and I never gave anything back... And Caleb, baby... I just wasn't as close to you as I feel I should have been. I'm so sorry... Really.

I just want you both to know how much I love you. If I could hold you in my arms right now, I woudln't let go until you asked me to, since words just can't say what I feel. I miss you guys so much...
~Nya-chan

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 17
  • Current Residence: Richmond, Virginia
  • Interests: anime, manga, reading, writing, drawing, singing, etc.
  • Favourite movie: Sweeney Todd: The Demon Barber of Fleet Street
  • Favourite band or musician: My Chemical Romance or Evanescence
  • Favourite genre of music: mostly rock, metal, country, classical, and pop
  • Favourite artist: Hell if I can choose just one. >_>
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allan Poe, J.R.R. Tolkien, Ann Rice, and Darren Shan.
  • Operating System: Windows Vista... I think.
  • MP3 player of choice: Like I can afford one...
  • Shell of choice: Er... Turtle?
  • Wallpaper of choice: Vincent. <3
  • Skin of choice: Mine.
  • Favourite game: ... I don't know yet. Probably Kingdom Hearts II.
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2!!! In close second is the Nintendo DS, then the Wii.
  • Favourite cartoon character: >.> I don't know.
  • Personal Quote: "Nerd violence..."
  • Tools of the Trade: PENCILS! And pens... and things of that nature...

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=Timesplitter92:iconTimesplitter92: 1 day 1 hour ago
Thankyou for the :+fav:

Its appreciated :D

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~Ximona:iconXimona: 1 day 11 hours ago
*le gasp*

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~Televised-Revolution:iconTelevised-Revolution: 1 day 19 hours ago
Squee. New account. >w<

+Watch!
=MalvaAlcea:iconMalvaAlcea: 3 days 4 hours ago
thank you for the fav :)

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~NaMkaO:iconNaMkaO: 4 days 19 hours ago
Thanks for the fav
~Ximona:iconXimona: Nov 5, 2008, 12:45:23 AM
You're welcome! ^-^

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"Medoc, are you here? I've been sleepwalking again, my dear."
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*sombrefeline:iconsombrefeline: Nov 5, 2008, 12:10:08 AM
Thank you so much for the fave ! :hug:

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~Ximona:iconXimona: Nov 4, 2008, 9:56:47 PM
You're so very welcome, hon! :heart:

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"No, not Voldey! He'll get dents!"
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"Medoc, are you here? I've been sleepwalking again, my dear."
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~achikun:iconachikun: Nov 4, 2008, 9:25:00 PM Mood: Love
Thank you so much for the faves!! :hug::hug:

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~Ximona:iconXimona: Nov 4, 2008, 6:21:03 PM
You're welcome! ^-^

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"No, not Voldey! He'll get dents!"
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"Medoc, are you here? I've been sleepwalking again, my dear."
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=shanokee:iconshanokee: Nov 4, 2008, 1:48:02 PM
Thanks for :+fav:, milady!

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~ChibiFoxDemon:iconChibiFoxDemon: Nov 3, 2008, 4:18:07 PM
Thanks for the :+fav:! <33
~Ximona:iconXimona: Nov 2, 2008, 3:02:17 PM
You're welcome! ^-^

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"No, not Voldey! He'll get dents!"
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"Medoc, are you here? I've been sleepwalking again, my dear."
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Icon by ~blackphoenix14
~KiwiChameleon:iconKiwiChameleon: Nov 2, 2008, 10:52:07 AM Mood: Love
Thank you so much for the fav! :D

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*ScereyahaDreamweaver:iconScereyahaDreamweaver: Nov 1, 2008, 1:26:17 PM
Thanks for the :+fav:

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~Ximona:iconXimona: Oct 31, 2008, 10:59:36 AM
You're so welcome! (and it's true- I ask it every morning.)

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"No, not Voldey! He'll get dents!"
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"Medoc, are you here? I've been sleepwalking again, my dear."
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~StJimmy090:iconStJimmy090: Oct 31, 2008, 10:17:14 AM
Thanks you very much for the glasses tamp fav ^_~

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~Ximona:iconXimona: Oct 27, 2008, 1:28:51 PM
You're very welcome! :heart:

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"No, not Voldey! He'll get dents!"
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"Medoc, are you here? I've been sleepwalking again, my dear."
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Icon by ~blackphoenix14
*justeline:iconjusteline: Oct 27, 2008, 1:22:55 PM
:iconjustelinethanks1::iconakisno1::iconakuarius:
many, many thanks honey:glomp:

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~Ximona:iconXimona: Oct 26, 2008, 8:12:36 PM
You're welcome! :heart:

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"No, not Voldey! He'll get dents!"
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"Medoc, are you here? I've been sleepwalking again, my dear."
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Icon by ~blackphoenix14
*devilishlysweetplus:icondevilishlysweetplus: Oct 26, 2008, 8:09:59 PM
Thank you for the :+fav: on [link] !! :dance:

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~Shikkiku8:iconShikkiku8: Oct 26, 2008, 8:00:47 PM
XD :rofl:

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~Ximona:iconXimona: Oct 26, 2008, 12:20:54 PM
Lol, I didn't even bother with that one... Although I luff HP. The movies might have not matched my vision of the characters, but it's still funny to watch... At least it doesn't make me wanna punch babies like Twilight does. :XD:

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"No, not Voldey! He'll get dents!"
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"Medoc, are you here? I've been sleepwalking again, my dear."
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Icon by ~blackphoenix14
~Shikkiku8:iconShikkiku8: Oct 26, 2008, 7:50:12 AM
hmm, I wouldn't wanna waste my money on that. . . hmmmm
cause you know that movie 10,000 B.C? I HATE movies like that (and Harry Potter) cause of the cheesy effects... so maybe I'll sneak into it or somethin lol

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I support:
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